This is My Sea I'm the Lala

Drama

2010-08-22T12:21:00.002+08:00

Woots...
Finally have ended the drama..
if was a wonderful drama to end the weekdays...
Team 1 which consist of Matthew, KokYan, Koulsaya, Racheal, CheahWang, YongSze, Mandy, CheeLin, Chandra, Dharshene...
Their drama is more of teenage tragedy liked....
is quite sentimental and touching....
so sad but it was nice....
Then after that, is Team 2...
Which is Eevon, SueJin, HweiTeing, Vivian, Sylvia, Premz, Dib, ChiauHong and Me...
Our drama is more on comendy romance skul life...
Our drama is more common bcoz it consist of comedy...
but it also has a touching end....
all of us have fun role playing..
but the most important thing is all of us enjoyed the day...

Bon Odori

2010-07-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

17th of July 2010...
i went to bon odori with my dear dear and frenz....
actually plan to go at 4.30pm de...
but due to some minor problem...
we only start to leave at 4.30pm....
i hereby sincerely apologize to weh chean.....
I'm so sorry Weh Chean... T-T
i din mean to hurt u...
so sorry...
not only make u late go and oso make u no mood...
hope u forgive me....
besides making my fren wait for me such a long time...
and i felt really bad about it...
everything else went well....
i now current;y doesn't have any pictures to upload...
but i'm going to upload it soon when i download some from the internet.....
Oh ya...
The people who i saw there are Siang, Monkey, Teck Yong, Bear, Fish, Bear's sister, UV, PingPing, Pui Wen, DearDear and many many other Japanese girl wearing yukata...
I'm sorry for looking at them deardear....
i just curious and never see before ma...
although that whole night at the bon odori u kept hitting me for everytime i see other girl....
I'm stil glad u did hit me...
cause it shows u actually worried that i might like other girls....
haha
but relax la deardear....
i just see nia ma....
u oso know me de la...
if can see de i jiu will see for 2~3 seconds de ma...
i just hope u will see oso....
but u never wanted to see...
not even the guys...
so pity....
anyways dun angry o jealous la...
in the end i stil choose u as my only one girl ma... ^^

well in the end i only choose some of the pictures from the camera girl~
haha

wan promote the bon odori meh?
sweet le~

haha

dun jealous i have such a pretty and nice gf~
haha

Diphtheria Strikes Me Again!!

2010-06-29T10:10:00.003+08:00

Damn...
tis diphtheria love to use me as a host...
well fuck u diphtheria....
its already the 4th time u infect me....
and u failed to kill me 3 times...
i estimate ur going to fail again...
cause i went for ur enemy for help...
the painful paralyzing injection.. =.=
so plz dun ever come fin me as a host for u ok??
go fin those useless jail feller or those criminal for god sake...
kill them and safe the society...
=.=
so sick now...

18th birthday

2010-06-29T09:49:00.006+08:00

Well tis year birthday its quite special..
haha
during the day i spent time with my dear, HJ...
we went to sunway for a dinning date...
its like a custom for us to keep eating when we went out...
haha

tis is where we had our lunch...
we had it at TGI...
so tasty the food there...
and a good price too...
wat i regret is i forgot to take my cake from them...
argh!!!
haha
but its ok...
since i had i wonderful time wit my dear~ ^^

Then here comes the night which i am alone in the house wit my mum and siblings...
she and my fren plan to have surprise party for me...
so shock!!
haha
i oso get rape too....

well thanks to shene n her boy, siang, soh, penyu, monkey, bs, waipin n kowie...
thanks guys...
although its very touchin to give me a surprise party...
but i'm sorry i din cry out...
haha
but if HJ was able to attend i might cry non-stop tat night...
anyways love u guys...
THANKS ^^

something new

2010-04-25T00:43:00.001+08:00

Mummy's new car

My new car
and well this is me...
duno got any changes anot...
haha

For all those months which i'm unable to write my blog

2010-04-25T00:09:00.003+08:00

This is a short update of my life during my blogless life...
Chinese new year i spend it with my family of course..
The first 2 days....
Then the rest of if i spend it with my budds...
It was crazy and fun...
sad thing is...
God always wan us to get wet...
i just dun understand why...
we dun have pictures during chinese new year...
cause our 2 beloved camera girls not always with us...
and during the day they were with us...
they did not bring their camera along...
sad T-T

Oh ya..
i had started my college..
It some where close to many of my frenz....
It actually at the stinky HICT of Klang Parade...
haha
no offense but i was hoping it would be more wow...
and not more oh....
some pictures of me in college....

I felt that I matured abit...
but my college frenz said i'm childish...
abit sad but also got good part le...
haha
i'm cute la...
so young and cute and adorable and cuddly and lovely and nice looking lo...
haha
joking only....
but why they say i childish...
T-T
i just do many kid love to do de thing only ma....

Oh oh...
and to some people who concern about me...
i'm stilling living a healthy life...
haha
energetic, hyperactive....
and my love life is still good...
although something we have some difference...
and also some hard times...
but in the end it still works out...
Thanks for forgiving me for what i have done...
and also for what i was to blame for...
and also thanks for spending so much time and effort on me....
i not yet the best in this world...
but i hope to be the best for u...

First suey day during the new year

2010-04-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

This happen long ago...
but because of some stupid error...
i'm unable to post that time and had to wait until today....
its weird right?
something so long ago and yet i'm going to post it today and now which had been a few months old...
anyways... lets let the picture talk...
well this is a part of the picture shown...
i think most of u would ask...
wat the hell is tis?
well its actually a broken piece of good quality glass...
there are still many more damn pictures of these....
this type of glass is good because it won't cause much damage unless u wanted to cause damage...
they stick together in kinda huge pieces even they u broke them...
how i know?
because i accidentally broke them and i saw their shapes...

ok...
as u people can see...
the pieces of those glass are quite big...
and more of a big pile and chunk instead of little pieces which normal low quality glass would give u when u broke them....
so its quite safe when this glass broke...
only the short knife looking chunk of glass is dangerous... it almost killed me...
oh yeah....
do u know how it happen?
actually i was setting the cable from behind....
den suddenly i raise back up my head too god damn fast without noticing the glass above me and hit it real hard only once and den it happen...
i cant imagine my head was harder than glass...
haha
hope i dun have any internal bleeding by the way...

Edu Fair that time

2010-01-19T22:44:00.003+08:00

Erm tis post should be few weeks back de...
But no time to do it...
So this is wat i got...
Around the edu fair...
And my breakfast...
haha
Sweet sweet breakfast...
Pancakes...

Something Is Messin With Me

2010-01-03T23:42:00.003+08:00

Not wanting to be rude or anything here...
But please get your fucking brain switch on!!!
I don't know what the hell I've done?!
I confirmed that I cham my friends...
I still sut people like how i used to...
I did almost everything before I started my relationship...
Heavying colour is what everybody will do..
Nobody can avoid this...
If they say they can their fucking lying to themselves...
I don't neglect my friends...
I still talk and hang out...
I still helped out...
I still pay...
So what's the fucking wrong thing i did?
Tell me la...
Tell me straight into my face...
If not don't ever say it behind my back or mentioning to me...
I don't care who you are and what you can do...
I don't know what's the problem with having a relationship here...
You never supported me...
Just kept thinkin bad about it...
If everyone is so confirm that I'm wrong...
Why not telling it to my face?
Aren't we friends?
Isn't friends suppose to correct each others?
Or you guys just want to find something to pass your time?
If its a fact nobody should be afraid to say it out!!
So if you guys are so freakin afraid to say it out...
Don't ever fuckin start this conversation about ME behind my back...
FUCK YOU ALL!!!
Trying my best still want to do this...
Why can't just say it straight to my face so it can be done easier?
Sometimes I wonder...
Should I just eavesdrop...
Or wait for you guys to tell me....
Cause NO FREAKIN PEOPLE WANTS TO SAY IT!!!

New Year Eve~

2010-01-02T12:07:00.003+08:00

Well this picture was taken when we're spraying against each other...
Although its not very fancy...
But the meaning of celebrating anything is to celebrate with the ones u cherish n loved...
So i think its pretty meaningful to me....
The food taste great too...
I enjoyed every last bit of my nights here...
Although i cant stay over night like how i usually did....
Hope tat i can stay over night another time...
But now~
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Forget about the past and look forward into the future!!!
Its a new start...
Let us all get a fresh good start!!!
Best wishes and good luck..
From your gayest fren:
Lala Tieng

Say hello to My new house!!!

2009-12-28T15:05:00.002+08:00

Hey u guys out there...
Now i'm currently at my new home...
Its located at Aman Perdana...
Address is something like 17 wat wat taman perdana 7k something de....
Haven't really go remember tat address yet...
Anyways...
My open house is not yet confirm...
But i dun tink it would be anytime soon...
Come visit me if u all can come...
haha
Now stil busying arranging my stuff~
Later continue if have time...
haha

24th of December 2009 Christmas Eve

2009-12-26T17:00:00.002+08:00

Today is Christmas Eve....
I woke up quite early in the morning...
Around 7 I think...
Then I help my parents to move some house hold items....
Going to move to my new house at 28th of December le...
Need to rush so many things....
College need rush also...
Haiz...
So stressed...
After that I looking at the map again....
The map to go Hwee Jin's house and sunway...
So excited...
After taking my bath and lunch...
I went to fetch Kuek and Monkey...
Den off to Shah Alam lu...
haha
I left for Shah Alam at 2.30pm....
Good thing i left early...
Cause I got freakin lost...
Even with 3 people in the car...
A navigator...
A map..
We stil got lost....
Actually we went on the correct road liao de....
But the stupid map betray us...
Trick us....
Haiz...
Nevermind la...
At least in the end got to her house safely....
Sorry for not replying you for that whole hour...
Its not i don't want to reply you dear....
Its because I using my phone to go online and look for the map....
Shouldn't use the map when can ask you...
So can reach much faster...
Anyway when i reached her house its already 4pm...
Went it and call JieJie and let her suan abit...
Den we left for sunway liao...
Haha
Good thing she knows the road very well...
And can memorize everything...
If not dunno need wait until how long only can reach liao...
Haha
i drive slowly...
around 4.45pm++ we reach sunway d....
Went into the parking lot...
and found parking spaces near the elevator...
Lucky lucky me...
Haha

Ok now we went into sunway pyramid...
We walked around...
And was planning to walk to KIM GARY de...
Guess wat??
Yup tat's right...
Now the 4 of us got lost.....
Haha
really very cham la...
Go out with me keep getting lost nia....
Good thing not all of us so hungry.....
Then monkey left us to find soh....
Kuek, Hwee Jin and me walked to KIM GARY...
and we ate there....
The food was excellent....
cause when we reached there...
I was so hungry tat i cant stand liao....
simply call and fast fast eat liao...
After eating we went to find siang they all...
Siang, Soh, Mat and monkey are at the baby arcade....
Which is next to the ice ring...
We met Shene, Mah and her sister on the way to them....
Den we all gather at the baby arcade...
And tat is when everyone got their presents...
Hwee Jin got some jewelry from Shene...
I got the kitten like fever absorber thingy....
Which I was planning to get...
haha
save me so time and money...
Such a wonderful gift....
After that we went our separate ways again..
Because when we walked half way..
The group split into 3 parts...
Shene, Mah and her sis went to eat...
Mat and the others dunno go where....
Hwee Jin and Me went to walk around looking for gift shops....
We wanted to return the gift for Shene...
Since she bought us some....
We got lost many times actually....
But good thing everytime we got lost...
We're always near some gift shop...
Hehe
Quite lucky de....
We took around half an hour to choose the presents...
Quite fast liao...
Den after we bought the presents...
We went up to the cinema to fin the others...
This time i didn't got lost...
Because there is only one way up...
haha
In the end we didn't watch any movie because every single movie only has one last row left...
All those rows are the first row....
Den all finally give up on watching the movie and went to sit in the arcade....
I played 1 round of HOUSE OF DEATH 4....
And the sensor sot sot de...
Sianz 2 times liao...
Last time in KP now in SUNWAY....
so suey...
Haiz
After that Hwee Jin and I took a walk again...
Den she suddenly said she wanted to go eat sakae sushi....
So ok lor..
Go eat sakae sushi...
At first only 2 people wan to go in and eat....
Den Kuek say he wan to eat...
so its 3...
Den monkey wan to try...
Mat and Siang at ther high price...
Wan ask them so many times only say wan come in and sit....
haha
After eating the sushi....
Hwee Jin and I walked back to the car...
We went to many directions before reaching the car...
haha
So actually we got lost again and again...

Den finally we reached the parking lot...
Saw my car...
And pay the parking fee....
Drive out of sunway...
And park somewhere near the esso station....
It was a long journey bak...
but its worth it...
haha
When we finally reached sunway pyramid..
So many people there...
We went in starbucks to fin them...
Saw Siang Mat and Kuek...
den we talk pass coco banana to find shene they all...
Saw nobody....
Kena spray the foam....
Den continue until we reached the pretty lighting area...
Its a good place to stand and watch other people having a foam war...
And not involving us in the war....
There is no midnight countdown tat night....
Some stupid idiot simply shout and spray cause everyone to follow...
It really ruins a good mood...
anyway its a holiday fun...
So its ok....
Saw many people i knew....
But too many people blocking the way...
So cant greet them..
Sorry ya if i cant greet you...
After the countdown...
I take Soh Mat and Kuek to shene's Nainai House...
Of course Hwee Jin tag along la...
I'm responsible for sending her back safely de....
On our way the Shene's Nainai house....
Kena police block...
Good thing everyone has their IC...
And thank god i have my IC and license...
Den bla bla bla...
Reached Nainai house...
As usually she would stil high 5 me....
haha
I'm her Dai Kor lai de...
Den they sit and play cards lor...
Din and cant stay too long...
Hwee Jin's mummy calling liao...
So i had to send her home...
It was painful....
So i drive very slow....
Look at her most of the time....
She like din notice anything....
haha
She showed me the road to her house...
It was so simple and fast...
But dunno why in the afternoon the road looked so complicated....
When we finally reached her house...
I'm super depress...
But looked tired....
I cant believe my christmas with her is only a few hours....
So sad...
I see her walked in the house and shut the door....
only then i leave her house....
Drive quite fast on the way home....
Cause i wan to sms her...
I use the highway...
But i didn't exceed the speed of 130km/h....
I'm a good driver le...
I dun break the rules de...
haha
She was quite shocked when i reached home...
Because i reach home quite fast de...
Den when smsing half way...
No more credit....
Nonononono~~~
i immediately called her and tell her my phone out of credit cant reply...
Den after that i quickly went to bed...
I had to find something to do...
If not my mind will only be filled with her....
And just thinking of her...
Without smsing her...
I would only make myself sad...
So i had to occupy myself....
Haha
That's how my christmas eve countdown lasted....
dun have any pictures to share by the way...
Din take any pictures....
Haiz sad sad sad....
but nevermind...
there's always another chance....

23rd of December 2009 Captain's House

2009-12-26T16:45:00.010+08:00

Yoyo tonight its a wonderful night...
Althought i miss out alot....
Due to the fact that I'm sick...
I reach at 8pm sharp...
Which was 1hour late from the gathering....
It has great food and superb set...
So its fair to people who eat less and people who eat more....
But sadly all eat very less....
Cause everyone still has sore throat and slight fever...
Including me...
But nevertheless it was fun...
Oh ya my phone went hire wire that night...
Accidentally showed some temper....
Sorry ya guys...
Hope didn't scared anyone of you...
I won't do that in front of you guys of anybody else anymore....

21st of December 2009 Time Square

2009-12-26T16:13:00.003+08:00

Today is the first officially alone date...
well at first its not la...
Its suppose to be go out with Hwee Jin's friends day...
But in the end we ended up being alone...
Hurray for me!!!
haha

Well today I'll be taking my first train ride alone...
I had taken a train before...
But i cried due to small spaces and that time I was only 4..
So can't blame me for being a cry baby!!!
Today i reached the Klang Train Station around 10.00 am...
When I just reached and paid the ticket money...
The train left me...
And i sit there for half an hour....
So i reached padang jawa at 10.45....
Then i found out why not just go Shah Alam station and wait for Hwee Jin...
So I went down and buy tickets to KL central...
But then who knows the train leave me again...
This time i waited another half an hour... =.=
Then finally the train came and i reached Shah Alam station...
It was quite packed....
And I saw Hwee Jin when I'm about to stop...
Then we stand close to each other when we met...
Because scared of our things being robbed....

We reached the KL central in around 1hour....
so its about 12.00pm...
We then walked to the monorail....
And took it to imbi...
Finally reach time square...
Wow so many people everywhere...
We walked around and finally she force me to go eat...
Haha
So i brought her to SUBWAY...
I only bought a 6inch subway because I scared her friends might reached and be waiting for us....
I had a wonderful lunch...
Both of us share the meal...
It was totally delicious...
After finishing our subway...
We went around and walk....
We walked for 2 whole hours...
But none of her friends reached yet....
What the hell!?
I was thinking....
Then she asked hungry le ma?
Good timing...
I was getting hungry by the way....
Haha then i took her to WENDY'S....
Get the 3/4 pounder burger and a combo meal....
It was so so delicious...
But got something ruined the mood....
Some guy was looking at my girl....
Had to speed up my eating and change her seat...
After finishing our meal its already 3.30pm....
3 whole long hours of waiting...
Finally some had reached....
But then some went missing...
We were so pekcek...
No choice lor...
We then told them we're going to walk walk again...
They showed us the way to Sungai Wang....
And we went to the 6th floor....
But sadly din bought any dress cause see until both our eyes blur liao...
5.00pm++ both of us are hungry because we walked so long liao...
She bought some sushi on the 6th floor...
I feed her...
Because she can't use the chopstick well...
I looked like a butler...
Help her do everything like that...
haha
But no complains la...
I enjoyed doing all those things for her...
After finishing that we went to sushi king...
We ate sushi lor...
And she found out i knew more than her about the sushi she felt jealous...
haha
I showed her some other nice food in sushi king that she din tried before....
Then its time to go home liao...
Her mummy is calling....
My family is calling...
Both of us had no choice but to leave time square....
We quickly rush to the monorail...
But need to wait the second ride because its too full liao...
And there's one more guy in the monorail I really felt like whacking...
That shit indian guy....
There got 3 seat...
Hwee Jin sit on the right...
He doesn't move to the left but maintains at the middle seat...
Then its ok lor....
That's his freedom...
But what makes me angry is...
He kept looking at her chest.....
I was wearing my glasses...
I looked at him from the start until the end of the ride....
I clenched the metal pole I was holding....
SO SO SO BO SONG THAT TIME!!!!
So guys who wanted to bring female friends please beware of these perverted guys....
They show no mercy....
So we reach KL central around 6.30pm....
Took the train back to Shah Alam....
She said I'm gong because i bought 2 Shah Alam tickets....
But if i don't bought 2 how am I going to watch you closely o?
Its already 7.00pm when we reached Shah Alam station...
How can I leave you alone in the dark o?
I rather be stupid my whole life to see you safe...
Then i waited another half an hour in the train station....
I walked her back until the end of the junction and see her walked safely into her sister's car...
Then i walked back to the train station with ease...
I bought a ticker to Klang Central...
And took the train at 7.20pm....
I reached Klang central around 8pm...
And went to my grandparents' house by my dad's car....
He didn't scold me o....
Quite happy about this...
Drink the TANG YUAN...
Got so many colours...
haha
And Thats how my dates ends...
Mostly is just walking around and eating nia...
Hope I can entertain you with what I did
Hope you enjoyed spending time with me...

Graduation Trip [part VI]

2009-12-26T14:50:00.021+08:00

OK this is the last day of the trip liao...

Morning we went to eat something in pangkor...

Before i started eating the wan tan mee
<<<
After the horrible experience of finishing the wan tan mee
>>>

After that meal we're back at the port...
Waiting for the ride home...
To mainland la...

Finally the boat has arrive...

The main part is..

It has outdoor...

We can stand outside and feel the breeze and take nice pictures...

Haha

I looked abit very yam le in this picture...
<<<
Looked much better with sun glasses on
>>>

Haha

Haha so fast already took so many pictures...

That shows that we're really enjoying our ride outdoors...

Well especially me la...

I can't stand small compact areas and spaces...

The weather keeps getting hotter...
Until I can't stand the heat liao...
As you all can see my face is turning...
From big smile until some faint smile...

And so finally we went inside the boat...
And took some great pictures together...

But just before we leave the boat...

She took these to picture...

With me as the camera man la...

You can know by looking at the sun glasses...

We reached the port....

And I finally get the chance to help her pull her bag...

Guess which one is her bag??

Haha

Looked so peh in this picture
>>>

Finally a real full class of family...
This here 37 peoples are all from 5S7 of year 2009...
So many are able to come...
But sadly not all are able to attend and complete the 6days 5nights trip...

These are photos of her that she took herself while I was busying putting the bags in the trunk of the bus...

I can't believe she didn't take any pictures with me when I finished packing the bags and came in the bus....

T-T
Sad la...

Our next destination is to the hot springs....
Didn't take any pictures there...
Cause we went to full body bath...
Only had some before entering the hot springs...

Something else happened during the time back from the hot spring...

Me and Hwee Jin were the last...

And everybody is waiting for us like 10minutes...

I hereby apologize again to everyone....

Because both of us are LU CHI and we took the wrong direction...

We walk a big big round even pass by the hotels..

=.=||

Really really sorry...

Well after that we all went back to Klang...
The Esso station which is opposite of Klang Parade..
Then we went home on our separate ways....
Its a good trip...
I can't believe time flew so fast....
I can't accept that I can't spend time together with her anymore...
Its just so sad...
But I can't change anything....
I hope there will be another time where all 5S7 students can attend a gathering...
And I hope it will end up having a happy ending like this trip!!

Graduation Trip [part V]

2009-12-26T13:58:00.015+08:00

Ok now this is part V
And We're at Dutch Fort already
Its not very special or what
But its a good spot to take a picture

And so we took some pictures
Haha

We took some pictures at the entrance first...

She saw many people sat on the cannon..

So she wanted to take some pictures also...

Oh ya and by the way...

That's Su Hsien >>>

The girl behind her...

We're all classmates....

Haha

This is a couple picture...

Haha

In the middle of the maze like map...

There's a HEART shape...

So i stand on the HEART...

She then followed my lead and pose the same pose but different hand...

Haha

Unnoticeably I already took a lot of pictures of her...

Until her hand sore and tired..

And lose the energy to pose anymore...

Haha

Finally she clip her hair back again...
Haha

I hurried take a picture with her..
While her hair is being clipped backwards...
I don't wan to waste time..
Haha

Haha still taking a lot of pictures of her la...

My hands like won't stop de...

Even got a funny looking picture of her making faces...

Haha

We even took pictures with the holes at the fort...

Haha

Those holes now worth a fortunate because of our touch...

Joking ^^

Now the 2 couples take a picture on the bridge to the fort...
haha
All looked so sweet...

Well That's how the free and easy day ended...
Stil got one more post to go...
Now I'm going to rest my eyes...
Haha
It took so long to finish this...

Graduation Trip [part IV]

2009-12-26T11:29:00.024+08:00

Hey yo what's up?

Its the next day...
And today is free and easy day
We went around the pangkor island
And visited 4 places...
This is the first place...
The temple..

Ok this is the entrace of the temple..

When i first saw it...
I thought it was Disneyland...

Due to the statue that looks just like donald duck...

Haha just joking only lor GOD..

PLEASE DON'T PUNISH ME!!

I don't mean to insult your temple...

It just came into my mind that's all...

haha

Ok this are some pictures of the temples...
Din really take any pictures together...
Abit sad...
But its ok...
At least i get to keep come pictures of her...
haha

Ok Here are some others good pictures...

The pictures consist of a cute girl..

And also nice background...

And did i mention a cute girl??

Haha

Ok finally took a picture of me..

And now on the way back to the taxi...

But before that..

We took a picture together!!!

haha

Now after the temple..
We went to KILANG SATAY!!!
I got abit car sick...
Its quite normal for me actually..
Cause I still haven't recover from the dizziness of the ribena cup..
And I can't sit in the car for too long...
And I can't stand the shaking car...
So didn't take much pictures there...
She bought some food...
That's all...

After the KILANG SATAY we went to another temple...

This temple is way bigger than the previous one...

But sadly no beach....

But its so big la...

Look at her hand...

Holding a plastic bag full of sweets to treat my throat...

Haha

I have completed some tough journey you know?
I completed the great wall of china...
I finish walking it in 10 minutes...
haha
well this is the mini version of great wall of china...

ok this is the highest spot of the temple...

We took some pictures...

Look at her >>>

I think she looks better when she clips her hair...

Just some pictures we took together...

Haha

Look sweet le don't we...

Haha

~Love her so much~

Its a spectacular view from the top...
You can see the sea and the sky clearly...

After going to the top...
We went back down to the bottom...
We stop at this small place...
The pictures not so nice due to the light...
But i got some funny pictures too...
Like that one >>>

Haha
Look she's pointing at herself...

Haha these are some funny pictures...

That is where we rest

<<<

And this is where we brought some drinks

>>>

These are some pictures before we left the temple...
I took pictures with the big coin...
In hope to earn money next time..
Haha
she took pictures with the front side of the temple....
And she drank her favorite 100plus...
After all that...
Mah took a picture of her in the taxi...
Haha
After that we went to Dutch Fort!!

Graduation Trip [part III]

2009-12-25T21:51:00.017+08:00

Hey look its my boy friend!!!

haha
well i continue my blog now...
This picture is taken at the jeti...
cause tonight we're going for the sunset cruise...
haha
sweet le tonight...
can learn titanic...
haha

haha firstly penyu help us take some pictures when we just reach...
and as usual she felt so cold...
so cover the jacket ever so tightly...
haha

Hey Hey look two couples...
2 small and 2 mini...
we lack one couple here...
haha...
In this trip there are originally 4 couples...
den suddenly a couple broke up and left 3 couples...
These here 2 couples are stil couples until now..
haha
wish can last forever....
hehe

Haha

The couples look so sweet don't everyone agree???

Haha

Oh no~
my titanic scene is ruined...
haha
but its also fun to hang out with friends for titanic scene...
hehe

When we started the cruise...
It was kinda bad luck...
cause it started raining...
so all we could do is sing karaoke in the cruise...
as you all can see she is sitting on my lap again..
haha
but due to her reason saying my leg will patah...
she sat on the floor...
haha

This is the people who join the karaoke...
haha
all looked so sianz right?
I'm actually very happy...
haha

Finally...
The rain is smaller and we're able to get out and taste some breeze...
its so refreshing for me...
but others thought of it super cold...
and said I'm not human...
=.=||

Well well well...
All in white...
except for the tour guide...
one big happy family...
haha

Yo Yo everybody...
Now here is the 2 big and 2 mini couple...
haha
Now lacking the 2 small couple...
anyways now you all know the 3 couples liao...
And for your information....
We're now at the jeti again...
We finish our sunset cruise and we're back at the jeti for some BBQ chicken and HOTDOGS..
haha

Ok that's how it ended for today...
And now its almost midnight...
I'm sick but I still enjoyed writing and posting my blog...
I loved it because I'm sharing something with my friends....
So I'll be continuing my post tomorrow...
be patients my friends...
haha

Graduation Trip [part II]

2009-12-25T20:19:00.033+08:00

<<<

Pictures of us haven't sleeping

>>>

Sianz...
We didn't get to sit the boat which have outdoor de..
so we just sitting inside talking and resting...

Well nothing much to put today...
Cause its a long trip...
And we sleep in the bus quite long...
Watch a movie call UP..
haha
So funny that movie

The next day we went to island hoping..
First time saw Hwee Jin wear her contacts...
A cute face with no spectacles...
haha

A sand of LOVE with the initial of Hwee Jin
~That time too free liao~
So write and draw it out lor..
haha

Before we went in the island hoping boat...
I took a dive...
I cant bare the feeling of looking at the ocean...
And not able to swim in it...
So i took of my clothes and jump into the ocean...
And quickly took a short swim...
So refreshing..
The sea water is as fresh as ever...
I love the sea...

Now we're sitting in the boat...
We went island hoping around...
She took many pictures of the surroundings...
while I took many pictures of her...
haha
just looks so cute no matter how i see it...

After taking so many pictures of her...

Finally i took a picture with her...

And she took a picture of me too..

haha

Before we stop at this island...
we went snorkeling around the island beside us...
sadly we din take any pictures..
cause we're snorkeling lor...
This is the picture of me sitting the banana boat...
haha

This is my gang....
Well not my gang la...
I meant the 40 people who went to pangkor after genting....
Although some not in the picture...
But this is roughly how the whole gang looks like...
All are monkeys...
haha

After the photo session...
A big water war occurred...
haha
Due to her contacts...
her eyes cant make contact with water...
so i had to help cover her face..
most importantly her eyes from contacting water...
so i din really took part in the water war...
but act as a shield to prevent water from entering her eyes...
See I'm such a good boy friend...
haha

After long consideration...
She finally wanted to play the SUPERMAN...
haha as you can see...
Ai Wun, Hwee Jin and I was on the thing...
haha
Is was fun...
I can cowboy ride it without any hands...
But the 2 girls almost lost it...
They almost fell...
Good thing I'm there to hold her...
haha

After finishing the SUPERMAN....
We all take the boat back to the apartment...

<<< That is me after my bath

That is Hwee Jin with my stuff >>>

Who insisted on bringing my lala jacket out...
She surprisingly easily get cold...
so i brought it out with me just in case...
Its just a jacket only...
It doesn't weigh 1 ton..
haha

We took a picture in the bus-liked taxi...
The picture looked this way because..
She is sitting on my lap...
The taxi is quite packed thanks to JANICE...
haha
she's the tour guide by the way...

<<< Yo this is Ahma
<<< Hwee Jin's fake Ahma la...

Here's my girl again... >>>
But hey somethings missing... >>>
Guess what it is... >>>
Yeah!!
Its my lala jacket..
So where is it???

Yeah I'm wearing it back....
She felt hot so she took it off...
And i don't wan to dirty it so i wore it...
It was so hot...
But it looked cool...
haha

OK now I'll stop here for now...
continue after resting my eyes...

Graduation Trip

2009-12-25T18:32:00.013+08:00

15th of December of 2009

My Friends and I went to our special class trip!!
This is my first photo in the trip~
Looks funny..

~This Picture is my first picture with my Girl Friend here~
I look so peh
Its kinda weird that i can have a relationship with this cute girl I'm hugging
But I'm glad I can

We're in the Ferrel wheel

I'm not finding other girls OK!?
~Just telling my friend not to sms me~
Haha

~Now we're at outdoor theme park~
Which where I rushed to her immediately
I personally don't know what's so perfect about this picture
But many people said is very nice
I think I'm dying that time
After spinning that ribena cup
My head is spinning until then
I almost vomitted out
Good thing I'm in the middle seat <<< Before reaching the top
After reaching the top >>>
And I'm Stripped
Haha

After the outdoor Ferrel Wheel we went to dinosaur land
Because the line is too long
~So freaking long~

Now at the dinosaur land

<< Finally i look fair

And she looked like doremon >>

Haha

<< I took pictures with Rocks

She took pictures with Bridges>>

Such a bad weather

<<< We took the mini train

Too sianz and its already pass 10pm >>>

So we took the merry go round >>>

Ok we also went to take this space ship ride....
We really had nothing else better to do...
so we just got onto it...
she was shivering when the ride started to turn few rounds...
haha

Look at the cute girl

<< ~Looks so much cuter when she clips or ties her hair ups~ Isn't she cute? Haha Don't need any comment for this photo actually... I know can liao... haha

Once Again Love Enters My Life

2009-12-09T01:39:00.002+08:00

Tis topic might sound abit weird...
and it might also make me sounded like playboy...
but truthfully...
i am not..
i'm juz an ordinary teenage guy...
who is abit perverted and gays at times...
playful and game freak or even eating machine at most of the times....
but i'm also just a normal guy at all times...

I've been through 2 love relationship...
and currently is in the 3rd relationship...
i failed twice hope tis time it does not lead to the same fate...
kena buang...
haiz
actually i dun quite know the reason but i kinda know wat is it...
i'm not a confident guy...
and i'm shy and fragile...
quite weak and blushes easily...
juz like a little girl..
haha
but seriously not all guys r tat daring...
some r juz plain shy and quiet...
n i'm consider one of them when i'm watch from the love aspects....
i cant really express well to my loved ones....
i felt shy when looking at them in the crowd....
i will feel super paiseh when being suan....
although i dun like all tis...
but without all tis...
i won feel tat happy...
is becoz of tis i'm able to feel wat my heart and feelings r feeling...

enough about me...
now intro of my GF..
not goof friend lor..
is the other GF..
haha
well she is one of my classmates...
same age but younger due to the month of birth....
shorter den me naturally...
has long black hair....
fair skin tat blushes easily...
soft skin bright eyes...
double eye lid...
wears a pair of glasses...
was once a pengawas...
haha
well i think most of kwang hua students who read might know liao gua..
and i tink the news spread veri fast liao..
all thnks to facebook...
so i dun need to say the name here gua....
i dun tink i dare to type out yet...
haha
felt nervous now...
so skip it first....

well we just started not long ago..
which was 2 dayz ago...
because tis blog was done on 1am in the morning...
since i suddenly have the urgue to type and daddy out of the way...
haha
finally have the little freedom to express my heart's feeling...
i made my promise i told shene so tat she is the first to know...
well at least i sms her first and last....
and i well expected she would help spread...
and it really did...
haha
can spend time sweetfully without informing everyone one by one....
but i was planning to do tis at night when daddy is out..
but no luck..
until now...
haha
so now is the second day...
and the whole class already knew about tis...
tis news always spread fast...
and its scary....
but before tat lets talk bout monday...

Monday is the day where Lao Chuan...
5S7 chemistry super teacher...
gives us an extra class...
today i woke up early and eat den rush to skul since its bout to reach 7.30 when i woke up....
so simply splash and wear clothes and eat in the car....
finally reach skul around 7.5x somethings la....
i met Vhun my papa...
he wave at me from the small gate...
i waved back and continue walking to my destiny...
which was the canteen...
haha
well is bcoz i dun wan to kena halau...AGAIN
haha
so we agree to meet at the skul canteen above...
when i reach the pusat sumber i could saw her...
haha
so happy o...
but when my happiness is at its highest peak at the opposite side is soh and monkey...
so wat do u think it happen next???
well soh won do anything actually....
but monkey started to play some love songs...
haha
tat time is abit awkward since its just me n her one table...
and soh with monkey the other table at the other side of the canteen...
like two country at war with love song as theme song...
so we read do exercise chat laugh...
time pass by quickly...
one hour had passed...
we had to go to the lab as the teacher came to fetch us...
in the lab is also the same...
we sit side by side...
talking listening discussing and so on...
until 12noon...
so damn hungry...
den me her and the rest go to eat bakuteh...
the rest is siang mat banana kuek and soh...
din miss out anyone right?
eating ntg much to say gua....
got some r private de cant share...
haha
so its juz basically eating lor...
after eating her pei me go buy my things den we walk round kp and go buy her things...
and then bak to circus circus to find the rest...
den lalala lelelele...
like skip so many things...
haha
anyways is really skip alot liao...
only me and her knows those skipped the things...
dun really wan to share with everyone...
so dun share but mention some lor...
so i won let ppl sut beh again..
haha
o heavy colour light qin o somethings...
hehe
after circus me her sern eu terong n kuek go station one to study...
and it really is study...
although mostly we stop and talk while suan siao each other...
but we got study...
which is the main point...
den skip skip skip...
jump jump jump...
haha
private things..
den we're on our way bak to skul....
guess wat??
tis time we saw yang's car o...
the green car is back lao o...
saw some ppl in the car...
cant really heard wat they said...
cause the traffic is busy o mayb i cant pay attention...
haha
at least i can hear they shout la.....
i tink is something wat wat paktoh o wat la...
haha
den we reach skul....
tat time we stil have 20minutes left...
we saw some ppl going up the hill...
so we went to take a look...
saw nothing...
we walk walk n talking lor...
walk so many rounds...
haha
see skul aunty so mant times...
saw some weapon in a unlocked classroom...
haha
den skip skip skip...
we went bak down to take our bags...
den now bala call us go out the skul.. =.=
good thing we went up walk first..
if not we sure very sianz....
den lalalala....
she went bak..
mom call said she free den i went back after 30minutes...
first day ended lor...
haha
kinda like a ruch to finish tis post le....

ok now 2nd day...
hehe
actually the first dau together liao but din mention so..
aiya dun care la...
since everyone know liao so dun nid say so mny times..
haha
today got chemistry exam....
although couple liao...
but sitl feel so paiseh ecspecially when all her friends r around n so crowded with ppl....
=.=
can tget close...
to much tension..
haha
so as usual..
i look at her from time to time without attracting other ppl's attention...
look at her also feel shy...
haiz
so lao beh de...
so i waited for the time for the ppl to be less...
but who knows after paper 1 stil so many ppl..
T-T
den i waited agn....
after paper 2...
she came down and waited for me...
den she walk off because i was too slow...
T-T
i was discussing something with shene they all so was extra slow...
wuu~~~
go mamak ur table no spot....
sit outside eat...
my seat so song...
sit ther can straight see her...
but got disadvantage...
my back is fried...
haha
the sun is not blocked..
and it hit my bag and my back...
so torturing la....
but also enjoying...
food service damn slow...
we first call last back...
~!@#$%^&*()_
ok skip skip skip...
back to class...
finally some space...
she alone with wun....
so i slow walk in and start a conversation....
den wun walk away...
she dun wan chap me..
T-T
she bo song liao...
wuu~~
den let ppl suan session reached liao...
and she kept say qiao qiao hua in front of me...
if the classroom is quieter i might heard it sadly is too noisy...
haiz cant hear..
T-T
her facial expression is so cute...
it starts to blush and turn pinkish red....
it took my breathe away..
and cause me to become speechless....
den now skip skip skip...
exam kept thinking bout her...
skip skip skip...
exam finish....
she walk down as usual to find her friends...
our gaze met..
she smirked...
i am song..
haha
dun ask is natural reaction....
after she talk with her friends for few moments...
she stood by the back door looking at me...
so i knew it was my call...
haha
den nothing edi..
haha
finally the stress of her bo song is gong...
hehe
so we walk down the stairs...
tis time i totally cant hear voices from the outside world..
haha
totally caught up in her voice...
walk until pondok liao only heard ppl calling or actually is shouting...
so i ask her to wait at pondok lor...
den i walk to see wat to discuss lo...
haha
den ltr she come find me o...
>.<
she braver than me..
aiyo so siasui..
haha
den lelelele and lalalala terong look at me and called my hwee jin >.<...
so paiseh le...
haha
skip skip skip...
mat shene and i need to meet old friends at station one....
so i had to keep my promise and left earlier...
actually i wan to buy some time de...
but she said go so go lor...
say bb liao den chiong to station one...
den do our things....
cut hair buy reload card...
meet new and old friends at station one...
skipskipskip...
now writing blog liao...
haha
anyway tired liao ma....
mayb is getting lamer and lamer each line cause i type wat my mind thought of..
and things tat i wan to share with the publics...
haha
anyways tis is it~~~
hehe

~!@#$%^&*()_+|

2009-11-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

WTF??
KNN??
CCB???
CBK???
LJK???
LJ???
NP???
F???
~!@#$%^&*()_+|????
wtf now??
why my life is getting so bad??
wat i do?
wat the fuck i do?
wat the freaking fucking hell i do?
wat the mother fucker freaking shit ass hell i do?
kanninneh la...
hu can be my sand bag?
really need one right now~

Hmm another love story~

2009-11-22T14:38:00.002+08:00

well first of all everyone surely knows something about love right?
it does not matter whether is parental love or lover's love...
as long is love everyone surely will know and been through those times...
but now i do not know what shall i do...
although i am longing for love...
and perhaps i have found what i wanted...
but there are obstacles...
and those obstacles posses a threat to me...
a threat that will bring me harm...
at least that is what i thought of...
cause right now that love seems to be wrong...
i think i might ruined other things when i have gain something...
in order to achieve something you have to trade it with equal values...
that is what i thought and one of my principles in life...
so i am at lost here...
although i have thought of my feelings clear and well...
but i still think that dream is impossible...
although i take my time thinking and questioning myself...
do i really have special feelings towards this person...
and yes i do but...
my principles said i could never end up with that person...
i am not blaming everyone or myself....
just that i am saying that i do not have the courage to do it....
lets talk about that person...
well of course is the opposite sex...
i may act or even look like gay at many times...
but i am actually straight and normal healthy guy....
i like girls and i am perverted...
that person is a nice girl....
she is pure but deep down i think she is a little perverted as all humans do....
caring kind and cute can also describe her...
she is shorter than i am...
but we are at the same age...
that is all what i can say from the first sight...
and if i give out extra information everyone will know cause i am not so good at lying...
my whole body will begin to tense and sweat and nervous... =.=
i really envy those super liar which can trick many people in the world....
those guys are really good and also the playboys...
those guys have super sweet mouth that can make any woman fall for them...
i really really envy those guys...
as i am just a normal guy that have lying symptom and a mouth that speak the truth too fast without even thinking at all...
but i do not know why some people thinks i am very good with girls...
maybe is because i am good with them...
ok now change back to topic...
i really like this person but i do not have the guts and courage to confess...
we sometimes sms and chat....
i am really happy....
and sometimes we do not do that at all....
then i am really lonely....
well i do not know how exactly it felt that time...
but it was weird...
and it glow with bright light....
it brings out happy aura....
i can always smile and be happy around her...
or even a simple sms she forward can actually help me start a conservation...
i really hope for that everyday...
so i can approach her without her noticing at all...
but the more i approach her...
the more things i want from her....
it really bugs me that i cannot reach her as a boy friend but only a friend...
and so i stop myself from getting too close...
but now recently i cannot control myself anymore.....
i need to sms chat keep in contact....
i am willing to wait.....
and finally i made up my mind....
and accepted the fact that i have actually fallen for her....
but i am still unable to tell my friends about it...
it is just too embarrassing to tell...
i felt shy whenever they make fun of me although they just do it as jokes....
but i promise to tell them....
cause i wanted to be braver....
but some people actually notices it...
and that ease things up for me....
cause admitting i like that person really just makes my whole body gone crazy...
it cause my blood rate to increase...
temperature to rise to abnormal stages...
and i can imagine her face whenever i saw the name and smirk or smile whenever i do that....
this is a little crazy in love right?? haha
but actually is real...
many of my friends should be able to tell by now...
cause my heart is going to explode...
i cannot suppress these feelings anymore... haha
many guys will use this to express their feelings so i should do it too...
but for me its a little different....
actually i do not want to think of her....
but is her who made me think of her....
she forced me...
and i cant denied it....
she sms me first causing me to not reply her...
we must give other people an answer right?
that is call respect so i have no other choice but to reply her....
but she continue to sms so i continue to reply too... haha
and slowly i became the one to ask and sms her....
argh!!!
my heart is so crazy right now...
SPM ar now...
dun know why now stil got time to tink of tis lovey dovey stuff....
walau eh...
maths moral and add maths week le now....
must get serious la...
shit!!shit!!shit!!
wan how o?? T-T
is liking a girl so much a bad thing??
o am i prohibited to love a girl at all??
haiz all i know is now is not a good time to confess at all....
if she rejects it will affect both of our relation and our answer in the exam....
if she wan to tink bout it it will take up her time to tink bout tis...
so i have to hold on to tis decision a little longer...
for buot 2 o 3 weeks...
until spm finish....
now should study o sleep liao lar...
i will continue sooner o later de....
stay tune for the next episode of my love story...
haha
always wan to say tat de...

Nowadayz

2009-11-10T19:11:00.002+08:00

Haiz.
Nowadays is a some what busy day..
Nowadays I'm losing myself...
Nowadays I can't decide what to do....
Nowadays is a painful days that i must endure.....
Nowadays......
Haiz.......
Still Nowadays........

Haiz~
Right Now I'm very moody~~
Right Now I don't know what should I feel~~~
Right Now I'm lost~~~~
Right Now my whole mind and body aren't in harmony~~~~~
Right Now~~~~~~
Haiz~~~~~~~
Still Right Now~~~~~~~~

Haiz.
I need guidance..
I need embraces...
I need everything I can get right now....

Haiz~
Actually I want true emotions~~
Actually I want physical contact~~~
Actually I want the truth from the bottom of the heart~~~~

Can anybody rescue me?
Can anybody see through me?

Will anyone truly understand me?
Will anyone have the patience to communicate with me?

Or should I say that will I be able to open up my heart?

Or will I still be alone locked up in my own world?

All I can say that is...
I really don't want to go back living like I was before....
I really don't want to lose anything~
But I'm sorry that I can't show you my past~~
And I don't ever wish that I'll be pulled back to be like my past with these unclear emotions...
I want to clear out everything that is wrong about me....
And I want to be a better person~
But this will take time~~
Not only in years...
But in decades....
Since my personality is in my genes~
I can't alter it so easily~~
If you can't even believe me from the start...
Why still wish to help me....
If you want to give up on me~
Why still holding on for some hope~~
Since you're already helping me...
Why not just go all the way....
Why can't you be happy just for me~
Why can't you be happy just for yourselves~~
Everyone will always have differences...
Is because of those differences that makes this world so beautiful....
I'm always trying my best to treat others as best I could~
But I'm using my own way to show it~~
Not the way which they wanted it...
Because I just can't manage to make their wishes come true....
So if anyone is not appreciative of my personality~
Then just end my life so you don't have to see it anymore~~
If not just bare with it...
Cause yours are no far better than mine....
I know this fact because we're all humans~
And if your a human you can never be perfect~~

Haaa~~
Finally mood is better after being emo...
Hitting some machines and breaking the high scores...
Eating a lot and a lot of junk food~~
Hitting myself and talking to dolls~~~
Haaa.....

SPM coming ler~~
Are you studying??
Well you should rather than reading my post which is quite useless most of the time...
Haha

Sad Outcome that really happen....

2009-11-07T19:54:00.002+08:00

Ok after my graduation post...
everything is suppose to be happy...
and we're at chin's house...
when i first stepped in i felt an aura..
so deeply emotional i really wanted to kill somebody...
but then i can only wait and see how things progress...
so leave that apart for now...
we went out with chin's family to eat a lot of type of noodles...
i and vee hun eat mroe than 6 bowl of noodles...
haha
i never thought i still can eat so much after my dinner....
anyways the food was good...
on the way to eat i got lost track and waited for them to fetch me....
haha
funny right?
this always happens to me....
after eating we went home....
everyone was having a good time at chin's house...
really everyone really is but some only looked that way on their faces...
shene was the one who was sad in the inside...
I as her longest old friend...
and also her brother...
I see through her in seconds...
but words just cant come out....
i just don't know what to do...
although we're like brother and sister...
but things aren't so simple....
so i can only try to talk out and away from the topic that was making her sad...
I even let everyone see and misunderstood things just to make the mood flow smoothly...
well its worth it i think...
at least she can smile on those few seconds....
then suddenly...
some people went missing...
that aura came to me again....
the hunger to kill came again....
and i immediately predicted bad things might happen....
and this kind of things was happening while i was talking with shene....
i can't suppress those urges to kill....
so i blurted somethings weird and just daydream for a moment....
then finally those aura was gone...
i can continue to talk and advice shene...
at the same time consult her....
but when we're about to leave....
shene needed to get her stuff....
i felt it again....
and i wanted to make it go away first by telling her after i sing a song...
but it didn't worked...
so after she went out i followed them out....
but i only go to check on the first attempt....
and then was discovered...
so i went back into the house and sing....
i cant sing well while having a damn peh throat...
but what makes me cant sing well is because i was so worried what might happen when that disgusting aura came back...
then shene came back....
her emotions was at peak....
then i quickly followed her....
by my car....
i forcefully held her head and place on my shoulders...
this is kinda embarrassing even if i'm an old friend or a brother to her....
then she cried....
my heart was burning....
i really felt using the weapons....
but then for my image inside shene's head....
i have to tahan and take her home immediately....
wet also tag along since he lived nearby....
i constantly reject ah yap cause i know this would happen....
sorry yap...
i just don't want you to sit with us while shene is like tat...
while i was driving...
shene never really wanted to mention things....
but wet and i constantly trying to cheer her up...
so both of us use our love life as example....
it really did make her smile...
but only for the few moments...
its so not the shene i have known for so long...
usually she would be able to pull her spirits and be the old cheery self...
but the impact was too hard for her....
she is too naive....
cant really blame her...
since her background is very protective...
its only normal for her...
in fact it would really be normal for every girl from my point of view...
even guys would cry with those impact...
i felt so bad....
i wanted to apologize...
but it seems useless...
cause she only believe that things of her own are not caused by others...
but i still apologize anyways....
cause even though i knew this would happen...
i didn't even tell her anything...
she even asked me what's wrong...
but i lied to her...
by wanting to cheer her up i made it worst....
by trying to cover up the secret...
i made it a bomb and bomb it straight to her....
i'm so sorry shene...
i'm not a good friend enough to protect you when your shell haven't fully regenerated...
i'm not good enough as ur brother to protect you behind your shadows...
the wall i built to prevent this from happening is more brittle than i thought...
and the sharp ends of the walls cut you even deeper than usual...
i'm terribly sorry for what i fail to do...
from now on i will try even harder...
i won't do the dirty jobs anymore...
i will do frontal attacks and defense for you...
i don't want you so witness my ugly side so i hid it behind you and always be a super cheerful brother and friend in front of you from standard 5 until now....
but now i don't care about my image anymore...
i'm willing to make myself look bad even in front of you....
i will protect you even if i have to go back to my old self....
you might hate me for this...
but i'm willing to sacrifice it for you....
and a word to the sinister...
i'm always abserving you....
i always respected you....
i know what was going on....
i know what you're thinking...
you cant hide it from me...
if you want to play girls fine....
that's your freedom...
but don't ever play the girls that i cared for...
i loved them....
i loved them like family.....
and before we left your house...
i clearly state that...
i will choose girl friend over brother and friends...
but i will always always place my family before my girl friend....
but you ignore the fact that i gave you this warning and hurt shene...
you better be prepared to take what's going to happen to you if you hurt my shene again....
i don't care brother or not...
girls are not ment to play around....
and my families are not just people who have blood relations...
but my families are people who i cared for and loved for deeply....
SO DON"T EVER THINKING OF DOING THINGS SO STUPIDLY AGAIN OR ELSE THAT TIME WILL BE YOUR LAST TIME ON EARTH....
anyways now i hope things can be back to normal...
and dont ever thinking of getting close to shene again...
thanks this post will look like a mystery to most of you but...
take this as a story lesson and learn something form it...

written by Lala Tieng...

Graduation

2009-11-06T19:31:00.002+08:00

Today is the day we graduate...
From the school we hated so much...
But not from the class that we loved so much...
Today performance is the best among the best...
everyone gives their best in dancing and performing..
even the acting part is really good...
although there was a silent part...
but that silent part made me feel as though the time stop for us 5s7 students...
i feel so sad...
but still i cant shed a tear...
dunno our performance got people record or not leh....
i really wanted to see what all of us did up there...
i want to have a piece of visible memories that i can look back when i'm older...
cause i was so busy taking off my clothes and putting it back on...
i didn't get the chance to witness their performance...
so i really wanted a copy of what the photographers took today....
anyways...
gives yourselves a clap of hands....
everyone of 2009 form 5 students...
each and everyone of you are great...
we really did it this time...
we all had a great day...

OK now this part is only for 5s7 members...
haha
firstly..
we started to alubah everyone that haven't get the taste of alubah...
although some still got bu suang or even fight their way out to run from it...
but in the end they still willing to play along...
i think it might hurt at first since its alubah...
but later it gives you a great memory...
well that's what i thought of it...
cause we're just doing it for fun...
and by now every guy should have try it liao...
haha
and i'm sorry if you feel very bu suang...
but we just wanted to play nia...
we didn't use this method to hurt you....
so hope you guys won't really mind or anything....
since i'm always open for you guys...
haha
after alubah session we take pictures with Ah Cho ( Ng Kok Chuan)
our chemistry teacher....
then some took pictures with Ah Wong my close tuition teacher...
haha
then we put our bags into yang's car and walked to Jusco...
It was a long walk but everyone took their sweet time talking while walking...
Its so sweet man...
Then our teacher came and we all went to igentis to have our meal...
We chatted and took some pictures....
Then all of us went our separate ways after we all went to yang's car...
haha
Then i'm back home...
eating bathing now blogging...
Wow its so tiring...
And i lived through a full week so tiring...
I even got sick before we started...
but the sickness doesn't seem to recover...
maybe is because my body don't have time to recover...
sorry body...
haha
thanks for not peh on today which was my biggest day....
And thanks to everyone that supported me and teach while play with me during all these times...
Muack Muack Love all of you Guys...
Love you 5S7...
Muuuuuuackz...

Graduationg Eve~

2009-11-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

Today is the day where all of us get prepared for tomorrow's big day...
I'm kinda sad that all of us Form 5 students are going to leave kwang hua for real now...
i don't feel like leaving yet leh...
still got so many things that needed to be done...
still got so many words that needed to be said...
still got so many peoples that needed to know...
but i'm not GOD...
and i don't posses a power that can let me manipulate time...
I can only flow with the time and live my life to the fullest while i'm still alive and living in this world...
Words to my fellows 5S7 friends....
I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS...
although many of you people still will think that what i said is not true due to my cold appearance...
but i really really love all of you...
i love all the times we spent...
both good and bad times...
i hope that one day in the future we can all meet again...
and have a reunion party...
i wish that i can give everyone of you a great big hug...
but not everyone wanted to be hugged by me...
for example monkey~~
keep avoiding my hugs...
=.=
anyways i hope that tomorrow will be very successful...
and we can have a great time performing on stage...
wish you guys all the best...
5S7~~ CHIONG NIA~~
we are the best!!! muack muack~~
haha nabeh this is our new style of ending or starting anything...
but the old phrase like anti ~!@#$%^&*()
still won't change..
haha
Love You Guys So Much...

List of 5S7:

Teck Yong (Terong)
Calvin
Jia Kay (Kay)
Shin Siang (Siang)
Pooi Chin (Chin)
Zhao Yang (Yang)
Wai Kit (Kit Zai)
Lin Yan (Ah Yan Jie)
Eu Sheng (Banana)
Ko Wie
Xiao Ling
Juin Hwa (Monkey)
Jennifer
Julian
Teck Kai (Robot)
Yong Chang (Kuek)
Matthew
Hui Mun (Ah Boy)
Leong Yong
Michele (Michelrererel)
Xing Yi
Yeu Yang
Chin-Yieh (Yeah~)
Shawn (Wet)
Foo Hsern
Sern Eu (Penyu)
Wai Pin
Hui Xin (Prince Of Piano)
Bing Shuin (Bs)
Eng Siang
Wei Kwang
Yan Phei
Lynn Nie (Fish)
Shanice
Kae Luen (Ah Soh)
Ai Wun
Le Shene (Mei)
Li Zhen
Su Hsien
Weh Chean
Hwee Jin
Hou Kean (Bird King)
Vee Hun (Lao Bei)
Kuan Shen (Tony)
Ting Yuk (Captain AB)
Chew Woon
Whye Jye (Ah Yap)
Jia Hao (Bear Bear)

Forever love you guys~

WAWAWA~~

2009-10-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

Miss out on so many post liao...
So many practice n party din write liao...
sianz lor...
Now wan write oso dun hav the feeling liao...
Really nid to write down no matter how tired liao lar next time...
If not really will forget tat feeling..
Ok~
now duno how many time de practice liao...
but today practice quite special de...
morning 6am like tat raining cats n dogs...
so sms about the place to dance...
den sms half way fall back asleep..
haha
but until 9am finally got a place liao...
Tat is Kay's house...
After my tuition which is 1pm den i went to KP to pick Jia Hao up~~
Den we chiong to Kay's house...
when i reached tat time already 1.40pm liao... =.=
so damn late...
den order pizza...
tat shit domino like close today...
din on oso...
~!@#$%^&*()_
shit kao them lar...
i as their super customer oso dun wan pick up the phone...
they today din earn big ar...
anyway i called pizza hut lor...
den we all eat coconut n drink tat water...
and danced awhile...
actually only me vhun monkey pin eat nia..
haha
other din reali eat any...
after eating n chatting around we went to KP to buy some clothes....
den play at circus circus...
i sucked liao...
last time can easily hit 900++ now 892 nia...
T-T
need pump liao lar...
tats how today went~~
kinda feels like rushing in tis post...
well...
kinda blur at the moment..
haha

Wa 3rd time pratice~

2009-10-22T19:39:00.003+08:00

wa so peh eh today...
wake up at 9am in the morning...
sianz lor din go to skul...
nevermind ba..
at least afternoon got practice for the dance at xiao ling place..
all thx to 3rd class kia at skul..
haha
morning i do some practice of myself while waiting for my daddy to come bak from work...
so mafan him le.. >.<
but there is stil so much time..
so i did some pumping n sit up n warming up for the practice....
i reached xiao ling's house around 2.15pm...
when i reach my group hvt fully reached yet...
so i did a little dancing on my own...
n refine some mistake tat i cant master yesterday...
ltr the group came...
we do the yian shou guan ying once...
its a perfect dance..
at least we're able to remember it...
n everyone's mistake is jux half beat slower...
ntg much wrong v the dance....
so we stop tat dance to improve other dance...
we did the ballet indoor...
because yesterday we already did hiphop dancing...
so its oni fair tat we did ballet dancing first...
for tis dance...
shene keep getting interrupted...
she keep looking at Julian..
haha
not saying anything yet...
haha
anyways...
we already complete the ballet routine thx to everyone's idea...
although is peh...
but its reali good cause we're oni making ourselves look peh to make chin n julian's dance look better in stage..
so its good perfect...
but during our training..
1 mother fucking young ass fucker...
the shit face asshole reali gets on my nerve...
sorry xiao ling i needed to express my anger...
if not i cant relax..
i already din make him half dead liao...
so let me get angry here..
haha
he reali is a brat u know??
he can jux wait for us about 15min den we'll get out liao mar...
but instead he got the guts to sit right in front of my feet...
tat time my heart burst v anger...
wanted to choke him...
RAWRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~
good thing i went through a lot of anger management when i was younger...
if not i dun tink he'll live anymore...
AFTER THAT anger storm we're finally done...
so we went out to continue ur hiphop dancing...
Julian planning on doing some hardcore flip....
Vee Hun n I suppose to make shene flip so hardcore until we hav to go for something simpler....
we're jux not tat good yet...
n due to the time we hav left...
we need to train 24 7 to reached tat level...
so we went to a simpler flip...
but i stil peh in tat...
too kek liao...
i cant let go =.=
scared of failing so din let og at all..
sorry man give so mny trouble...
then we try to flip michele...
its a disaster...
we almost killed her...
den we try other flips...
den i flip michele for other flip...
she enjoyed tat flip after trying it...
but we made a mistake once...
i almost broke her.. T-T
sosososo sorry michele...
made u hurt ur arm...
so sososososo sorry.... T-T
even though u hurted urself u stil wan to continue without resting...
so i give out more effort...
at last can make the flip better...
stil i'm so sorry tat i hurted u.. T-T
forgive me michele..
after the flipping then is our time to practice the hiphop routine we learnt yesterday...
everyone improve a lot..
jux tat sometimes we get mixed up..
we might get too fast o too slow..
haha
but all reali improve so much...
i think is because everyone give out at least 200% of effort for tis dance...
haha
we kept dancing for so long until everyone of us peh...
yang hurted his foot again..
haha
hope he can heal completely..
if not he cant manage to dance...
after so much fun i had..
I see the belly dance group...
haha their good too...
jux tat coordination not good enough...
cause they add new members...
n they never reali had any real formation practice...
so of course they made some mistakes...
but they oni made minor mistakes...
so they quite good too...
jux tat the guys need to reali move more..
haha
the guys r so shy~~ >.<
after planning to stay longer v everyone...
i oni then notice is already 6.04pm....=.=
shit the time daddy suppose to pick me up...
good thing i stop dancing for the time being..
if not kena fuck den now canot write wat happen today liao...
good thing god helped me today T-T
so gan dong...
hope god can heal michele n yang's injuries today...
i felt so bad for them...
especially for michele cause i'm the one cause it... T-T
den i give michele the last flip before i leave...
its a perfect flip...
we're happy den i chiong down the stairs without wearing my shoes n to my daddy's car...
haha
today is quite fun de...
n i almost perfect my dance routine...
hope i can do it...
cause i know everyone can do it...
so i need to dance more to not let anyone down...
chiong ar everyone...
we're special..
nothing can stop us~~~
ARGHH~~~
haha happy ending today~

What is the Feeling Love?

2009-10-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

Love

What the fucking hell is this thing?
Love
Why does this feeling exists in this world?
Love
How can we overcome what it might cause us?
Love
Why is it that is so cruel?
Love
Why cant you leave me alone?
Love
What have i done to deserve this inevitable pain?
Love
I wish that you never ever existed

So that i don't have to go through all this shit
So that i don't have to experience this pain
The pain is killing me
Its a pain that no painkiller can cure
Only through time
It heals slowly
Patiently waiting to be completely healed
But the wound that was inflicted on me can never be healed
As i kept touching and tearing up the wound
I make it worst every time I mention about love

I'm not strong
I'm not tough
I can't take a hit
I can't stand the piercing that kept piercing to my heart
I'm weak
I'm vulnerable
I may look strong on the outside
But deep down i really need an embrace
I need physical comfort
But people just can't give it to me
They thinks that its gay
And they suspect I have evil intentions
Its not their fault anyways
Cause I don't reveal much of my character
So they might doubt me
But I still feel happy
Because they still care about me

I'm afraid
Afraid of losing my friends after i obtain love
I'm bad
Bad for forgetting my friends after obtaining love
I'm sad
Sad for realizing my mistake after for so long
I can't stop crying for what I've done
I hate doing that
But I just can't live without doing it
Or rather is I felt like doing it
This sucks
Even though I know its wrong but I still want to do it
Why am I so spineless in love?

I need courage
I want strength
I want power
I want security
I don't be to be a coward
I don't want to be a weakling
I don't want to be useless
I want to feel secure
I want to be a perfect boyfriend
I want to have my perfect girlfriend
So that i can have a perfect couple life

But fantasy don't exist int he real world
In reality the world is cruel
You don't always get what u expected
You don't always gain what you gave
What you want don't usually come as expected
You will get disappointed
You will suffer
You will die from sadness and from sorrow
Don't expect too much from the real world
Cause your dreams usually get crushed easily

Here comes the good thing about love
Love
A feeling that gives you thrill
Love
A feeling that gives you excitement
Love
A feeling that brings multiples outcomes
Love
A feeling full of surprises that always amaze us
Love
A feeling that can deplete your energy
Love
A feeling that can give you confident
Love
A feeling that can calm your heart
Love
A feeling that is special

With this feeling we can fight for a longer period
We don't need to rest
We can do many crazy things
We can be angrier at times
We can be happier at times
We can never be the same like always
Its so wonderful
That it can cause so many weird things to happen

So is love actually a good thing in life
Or is just an entertainment to fill up our time
To get rid of the bothersome that we face everyday
Or this kind of feeling really exist to help us
To further increase the capabilities of man
Who knows
Whether is good or bad
I don't want to be to addicted to it
That's what i thought about
That's what my principle to love
So what's your principle for love?

For Graduation Day

2009-10-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

Wow today so fun~~
We 5s7 of 2009 is planning for graduation day...
we plan n danced...
I took part in ballet dancing..
haha actually guys v leg hairs r choosen...
den others took part in other dances..
i also dance abit of waltz v shene den transmit it to chin oso..
haha
the whole process is jux so funny n kek...
even create a funny dancing move tat will make everyone faint when they saw...
haha
jux b sure to come on graduation day to see our performance..

Children's Day

2009-10-08T17:57:00.002+08:00

WOOO~~~
Today children's day ar...
Do u all go berserk??
I know i do...
I went back to my mother school...
haha Taman Rashna tat is...
Eat so mny things n play so mny innocent kids....
Pop 2 balloon =.=
Blow bubble...
Scream here scream there...
So guai lan...
Teacher got a feeling hu am i...
But jux duno hu... =.=
Sad le...
Every year oso like tat de...
Haha see so mny follower like me n my frenz...
Next year i'm going bak agn to play n eat... ^^

Moon Cake Festival

2009-10-04T15:07:00.003+08:00

03.10.2009 Saturday...
Today is Moon Cake Festival..
Bad start today.. =.=
Tuition Add Maths 10am A1 but woke up at 11am...
Siao chiong to A1 ar...
When reach jiu start exam paper 1...
T-T
i no time warm up o prepared jiu exam...
Wuuu~~
so mny simply do...
Get mny wrong but at least get 50 above over 80....
So low le my marks...
So gek xim...
Haiz...
After tuition i go home take bath den chiong to my Ah ma house...
Well today is Moon Cake Festival after all...
So me n my family went to celebrate together...
I arrived at my Ah ma house around 2pm like tat...
I open durian n eat some when reached ther...
Kena Grandfather sut no use... T-T
jux bcoz i only eat 3 pieces of durian nia...
Den he sut me useless n ask why eat so little...
T-T
not i dun1 eat...
But i full liao le...
After eating den i use my cousin's computer to watch manga n anime...
Den fren called to dota liao...
Wahahaha...
Today dota not bad leh....
Magnus owning ar...
Muahhahaha~~
But at first actually quite feed de...
Top lane v tomato sos.. =.=
Monkey veri noob use until so sux n feed....
Make me die v him mny times...
Dulan...=.=
Good thing tat time emust can tahan n help def....
Den my time come liao....
Farm Farm Farm Kill Kill Kill~~~
when reached 20min point...
Finally get my Bf PhaseB Offering....
Woots...
But hero n death rate is kill 2hero die 6times... =.=
Reali beh tahan when see tis score....
Wa...
But after see liao veri gek dong chiong liao....
Kill Kill Kill until treat leaver...
Haha Noob treat...
Tat Sk also tink he veri pro...
I buy dust he oso kena owned...
Invoker is the most annoying de hero liao...
Kill memny times...
Stil got 1 more duno wat hero feeder lai de...
Din noticed him...
My team got feeder oso...
Beh tahan tat orge magi...
So feed....
But nvm...
After 30min point i got Ac liao....
Den enemy gank me they all die...
Wahahah....
Triple kill...
Haha den tats how we win the match...
my score is 19Kills 8 deaths....
Stil hvt revenge enough... =.=
Afterwards i use techies...
haha
Before 15min point already kill 10 hero liao...
2 time double kill... =.=
Thanks to noob centaur n noob Am...
but play half way need leave liao..
Need eat..
Haha i dun mind since losing anyways...
Tat time is 6.30pm...
I eat steamboat in the eating room....
Eat until 8pm...
Woots so mny rounds...
Bo bian grandfather call me eat nia...
So eat lor....
Eat until cant move...
After eating i went home to get prepared to go to fren's house....
Now here it start to get interesting...
i arrive at Min's place around 9....
But when i reached ther i saw nobody... =.=|||
Only Min n her family nia...
so zadao...
She call 5 ppl...
2 went bak liao...
Den i only 1 go... =.=|||
Nvm i eat 2 hot dogs i cooked myself n a cup of sarsi..
Den take the baby walk around the area v a lantern...
Play badminton n lose until so cham... =.=
10pm i went to pick juin hwa up...
Den we went to visit Shi Wei they all...
Here is shit...
At first we came to the right place...
But we saw nobody tat we know den we called again...
Den she said red courst ther...
Den we go....
Den she say wat temple ther de...
Den we go... =.=
But guess wat...
Its the first place we went by... =.=
But the shit people outside the house BBQ say not here...
Fuck them =.=
Wish them happy moon cake festival oso hard....
Nvr make eye contact...=.=
We went n take 2 photo as memories den took off to Chin's house...
Her house actually quite near to my mother's side de parent's house...
So i familiar v the road....
Chiong so fast n chiong so mny red lights.... =.=
But the top speed only 150km/h...
Cant chiong liao....
So mny car even though already 10.30 liao...
We search around chin's area den saw them walking v lantern on their hand...
Den we start to siao liao...
Everyone sit on the car...
Not in...
ON the car...
haha
Den we go back chin's house...
Wa her house veri nice le...
So mny priceless stuff...
So big her house...
Got dogs... =.=
We jux sang ther n play abit...
Alubah monkey....
haha
nvr get tired of doing tat....
But time fly so fast den 1am in the morning liao..
Time to back lor...
I send Eu n Pin home....
Wa their housr so close...
Pin house got so mny cars... o.0
Ohya i encounter something shiok when driving in KU...
i driving at 100km/h suddenly a bump..
Woohooo...
Fly few meters....
But fortunately we safely reach the ground thanks to my car's heavy body...
Godly stability man...
First time so glad my car actually so damn heavy...^^||
Den we went to pick up Winnie they all back home...
We went bak to tat house...
The same fucking people tell us nobody at home liao..
All went home liao...
So i sent monkey home den i went home to sleep lor...
Suddenly when i about to off my phone a call.....
Ci Yin called said they stil at tat house... =.=
Fuck~~ i kena cheated twice liao... =.=
So i wear a pants n a shirt tat i get...
Den wear it in the car...
Chiong to pick them up...
Shi Wei Ci Yin Winnie Ying Chang so happy when they saw me...
Haha First sent Shi Wei home since her house is closest...
Den Ci Yin...
He cheated us by saying his house is the big beautiful one but actually his house is opposite of tat house... =.= Lame man...
Den send my old fren Winnie...
her house at Taman Rashna...
Wa chiong so mny red lights oso...
Haha
At last final one...
Ying Chang live so unexpectedly close to my house...
Jux opposite the street nia...
But his house is do damn big n pretty...
When i arrived home is already 2am...
Finally time to sleep...
Wow tis is some day...
Haha
so happy can drive so 'smoothly' n safely reached home... ^^
so how was all of ur Moon Cak Festival??

Walau a.... Wher is ur brain??

2009-10-02T15:44:00.003+08:00

Knn u~~
beh tahan ur pattern liao lar...
Shit ass dadu...
i duno wats ur problem v teen...
but can u dun take us teen to release ur stress???
jux bcoz ur totally obese n cant see ur dick when sitting o standing...
doesn't mean tat u can come n ruin other ppl's life...
why the hell tat a fucking english teacher tat sux can teach us bm...
jux bcoz u kena kik last time doesn't mean tat u can teach better at bm now u son of a bitch...
they kik u off bm subject bcoz u hav no talent at all...
now even teaching english oso no talent...
tink ur so high n almighty???
tink u can control us by giving us fail o low marks??
diao u lar dadu...
jux know how pattern nia...
49 ppl in class 8 ppl pass???
u so veri pro...
beh tahan ur cb marking skill...
i dun even know u got read anot...
jux a tick in every page den a fucking mark...
u tink is funny??
is it bcoz tat is wat happened to u last time???
now getting revenge??
o did u jux tink tat all our effort is shit???
let me tell u something u fucking shit ass...
u r our bm teacher...
den u nvr teach us anything useful...
when we asked u something...
u call us fin answer ourselves....
u cb lar.....
den come in pattern play hp....
sit ther looking at ur tubby n finding location of ur dick...
kan nin neh...
u reali love to pick on us hor...
students tat din poh u u give low marks hor....
jux bcoz we have our own thoughts den u wan bully us hor...
nah bu u cb...
hope u die suddenly when eating...
o let me punch u until u ended up in hell...
i dun mind kicking u to hell oso...
i enjoyed jux tinking about it....
how can u mark when u dun even know how to mark???
rumusan u know total how mny marks bo???
u tink full marks 20 ar???
fuck u lar...
u tink essay full marks 80 ar???
fuckao u....
nvr in my life kena so lil marks in my life....
write 2 full page get 13/30....
write 6 page get 46/100....
total up 9 peribahasa...
no ejaan error....
got example n huraian...
no sentence mistake....
wat the fuck did all tis seem to u???
u tink u now studying for duno wat shit den veri geng ar???
if so pro why stil so shit???
so pro why not like mr Ng Kok Chuan got student like???
u r jux a shit...
once a shit remains a shit...
jux admit tat u hav no talent lar...
can make u feel better de...
jux jump from 20 storeys high de flat can liao....
den everthing ends lor...
u happy i happy lor....
u get a 2nd chance...
i get so happy to see u die....
both oso song...
reali beh tahan u...
see dao drama cerpen tat part more gek....
i got isi every line...
den all i see u give is X or 0...
i duno is u cant see o u jux fucked up shit...
i can easily high light it out....
u wan me plucked out ur eyes n wash it ar??
o jux wan me to tore ur fucking shit face apart n feed it to the dogs???
i bet the dogs will jux shit on it...
since it looked so much like shit....
they cant tell veri well...
walau a....
why kept thinking bout u u fucking nedu....
u dun deserved to be called a teacher....
a teacher is kind n wise....
but u r jux too cruel n useless in every1's eyes...
mny teacher despise u u know???
they jux dun1 tell u nia...
they are adults n can tink properly unlike u...
teacher tat r late abit due to important meeting is scolded by u...
den u blame everything on everybody around u...
how old r u actually???
o going through second childhood liao???
for once be an adult n take responsibilities lar u fucker....
is it so hard to be kind???
face it lar...
every year de student hates u....
i confirmed it ler....
u will one day die before our hands...
dun ever let us see u alone in the alley o dark...
if u ever enter those place...
u will nvr come out alive ever again...
tis is no threat...
its jux reality...
a lot of other ppl jux wants u dead den teaching new generations....
no wonder our country's bm standard will fall....
bcoz got 1 teacher like u...
nvr teach stil dare give so low marks n blame other teacher not teaching well o even saying tat the failed students jux stupid...
fuck lor...
u nvr read how u know???
haiz...
i cant blif i wasted so mny time talking crap about u n ur fucking shit ass life...
i even give u a moral lesson...
jux hurry up n die....
it will come quite usefull to u soon in the not so far away future...
cant wait until the day u die...
the whole world is safe from u~~
until the day u die....
Malaysia be recognized...
sianz now writing new song tat i edited myself to talk bad about u...
i so wish i can sing it out loud when we graduate...
but so sad i can only sing it when we go trip....
oh 1 more thing...
i tink i'm going to make a voodoo doll...
n cursed u everyday until i left tis world in peace...
o even jux cursed u myself...
i tink i made my point now...
so the whole summary of tis blog is jux to say tat U....
nedu the fucking shit ass dadu tat cant him his prick under his stomach....
u r the fucking most fuckering ass shitting bitching helling unattractive fat obese dumbass unintelligent idiotic stupid rubbish of tis world...
i dun wan to called u son of a bitch bcoz ur mother dun deserved to be called like tat jux bcoz u give birth to a shit like u....
i'm not like u hu blame others o acused others...
i hav fact n proof tat u r shit...
so tats it...
1 more month n nvr going to see ur face agn in my life...
so glad tat nvr meet u form 4...
if i ever did...
tis year u might already be dead....
anyways...
for all anti nedu fellows...
plz give ur comment bout him....
n also fucking scold him here if u like...
i would allowed u..
n support u to the end...
bcoz we all despise him....
so plz give some reply tat will make me happy o at least let u all relief some stress bcoz of him..

925 Shene's NaiNai bday~~

2009-09-28T22:11:00.004+08:00

Wooohoo~~
925 chiong ar~~
friday woke up early...
monkey came..
go fetch wet n chin den chiong to shene nainai house...
blabla sit around chat talk....
den chiong to aeon new JJ...
Go starbucks...
buy ticket...
Eat takoyaki...
chiong chiong chiong~~
wa sot liao...
so suang...
chiong dao siao~~~
5.30 chiong bak to nainai house...
den i give nainai a wish come true..
we go to the 残障中心 do some good thing n deed in our life...
so happy...
i feel so fortunate after seeing them...
i feel i'm so fortunate to have everything perfectly well...
meet so mny new fren..
got 1 reali fuinny de...
tat guy kept kicking monkey de lam pa ji..
haha
so mny times...
mny of them know how to break dance...
o jux simply dance mayb..
they r all frenly to us...
after playing v them we felt sad leaving them...
den we went bak to nainai place n take a bath before we go to new JJ...
but before we go out...
we went to eat first...
the chicken meat reali is good..
the zhap so nice lar..
salty sweet nice nice...
den we talk in nainai house...
den 11 they play we the car...
they drive a bit den time reached 11.45 liao...
we rush to new JJ in racing mode...
haha
i surely last de...
drive safe ar...
haha
den we chiong to cinema buy popcorn n eat...
the show for today is 吓到笑...
i duno how u guys...
but for me tis show is veri scary T-T
so scared lar....
kena scared so mny times...
den sitting beside shene both of us sit until eyes covered up by hands...
beh tahan...
in front is soh n monkey laugh a lot...
den in front of them is zanne n siang..
cant hear anything else...
opposite our row is vhun yang wet...
pin n his girl girl watch accident...
haha
anyways so scared looking but enjoyed it....
even though cant walk properly afterwards...
=.=
after the show we do the usual thing...
we go mamak haha...
n as always i din order anything to eat....
we sat ther talk a bit den went bak liao....
by the time we reach nainai house is bout 3++am
den me n zanne slept in 1 room...
but of coz different beds..
she gets the nice bed while i carry the tilam from next door....
then the rest enjoy chatting for the whole night...
juin hwa came in bout 5 to slep....
we share the bed....
den i snatch bak the blanket i give to zanne to cover myself n monkey...
since he cant stand cold de...
i agn miss out so mny things they chat tat day...
bcoz i too sleepy liao...
but i kept waking up n hear them talk n laugh..
haha
den morning came...
o i can say is afternoon came...
i woke up at 12 which is the time i leave bed...
i eat mee hun den have soft drink...
Revive when we bout to eat the cake vout Popo..
She came bak T-T so happy until cry...
we sang then eat the so delicious cake...
so mny sugar....
so nice...
wahaha duno how mny fat liao after the cake....
Now should be 926..
2 more days until wet day...
haha
we went to old town...
tat is next to hai-o...
near my house but closer to wet's house n chin's daddy shop...
they went ther n drink abit while i went ther n relax abit...
then all came to my house...
my parents n siblings went out to play..
so the house is free tat's why i decided to bringthem over....
if not they won be able to play anything....
they will jux get bullied by my brother's skill in any game....=.=
we gamble n i lost... shene lost... siang lost... monkey lost.... a lot lost...
but oni 1 won...
YANG~~ tat money u won sure muz make u belanja us de...
wahahaha
soh wet siang n me play PS2 naruto..
haha
n i owned them by so much...
sap sap water man...
i even put water so much..
not to show off or anything is jux playing v them is so fun...
i dun reali nid to get so serious n jux relax....
den when about 5pm i drive shene n zanne bak home while sending the others bak home too...
all except the monkey...
he n i have other things to attend...
he on that time was playing dota...
his hero~ Axe
he feed lina n lion..
haha
but inthe end he own them bak...
as expected...
the thing we nid to attend is softball BBQ party..
it is located at micheal(michele whichi prefer)'s house...
at eng ann..
easy to fin easy to spot...
we started the BBQ at 7 n ended it at 11....
it was fun...
i had eyo n jean yi fed me some food....
haha
enjoyed my meal....
gamble n lose kena punish to eat the tasteless french fries tat we put so long...
=.=
BBQ so mny nice food n share v frenz...
after the BBQ i put some frenz at eng ann delta...
jia ye n yi jie...
name so alike when is in english...
they waited their car ther...
den i sent jean yi home near our skul kwang hua....
din expect to be so close to our skul...
after tat is eyo's turn...
her house is more unexpected...
is the place wher i oways cycle by in the morning to play basketball...
so mny years liao stil duno eyo lives ther...
haha
zadao..
den monkey's turn to go home...
his home is jux 2 rows in front of eyo's....
well i tink is veri blur n unorganise when i write tis blog...
but its how i felt at the moment...
tis is how i spent my last few days of the holidays...
interesting???
haha for me yes..
money fly...
head light drop...
buy new clothes....
chiong car in high way exceed 160km/h =.=
siao de immediately overtake pin n yang's car...
10000000000years 1 time nia....
chio lar man...
den got get lost somemore haha...
when sleeping half way got a hand on top of my view..(zanne's hand)
she turn around a LOT when she sleeping...
den eat a cake tat is so nice...
haha
so i tink is interesting for me... ^^

22nd Sept 2009

2009-09-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

Guess wat day today is every1??
Today is my frenz bday lar!!!
Those frenz r ah boy n sern eu leh...
Fast wish them now!!
Happy bday ya~~
So late oni wish u 2...
haha
Gomennasai
Today all of us went to sunway pyramid~~
All except the other people tat cant attend n won attend =.=
Even got some go sunway lagoon... =.=
But nevermind tat...
Today is an important day..
So i wake up early n prepare everything well before hand...
I settle everything around 8am in the morning den wait for the others to arrive...
Those people are Soh, Siang, Monkey, and main character sern eu..
Monkey is the earliest n the other 3 come together....
We went to old bus central in klang...
We waited for Ah Boy the 2nd main character...
But she was late =.=
Den we decided to eat first while wait for her...
But then suddenly she called us to go first right after we order food =.=
Haiz so we jux eat nia...
Den suddenly she came to us again..
Haha funny~~
We took the bus around 10.30am...
Wow 1hour++ in bus station..
So chio...
The shit bus no air-con...
Hot like hell... =.=
We reached about 11am lor...
Soh walked to sunway through the bridge while we waited for the bus to U turn..
haha
Save energy man...
Hmm den we saw Yeu Yang they all start skating...
Wai Kit and Yeu Yang are pros as always...
But i saw Yieg moving around the ring standing close to the wall..
haha
Muz be new to ice skating..
But dun laugh at others..
I'm also jux a newbie...
Today should be the 3rd time i ever skated nia..
So i stil got a lot to learn n improve le.. T-T
Today fall down 4 times le..
All fall down becoz cant cut through the ice smoothly den fall haha..
But its ok...
Becoz go skating is to fall down de...
After we skated Michele and Banana came...
Now Michele is reali a new comer...
She doesn't dare to skate at all...
All of us helped her....
Mostly is me helping at first =.=
She almost fall almost everytime..
Wa so scared she fall backwards...
Hold on to her so tight >.<
Even though is a good chance to eat taufu but duno why never did so...
Haha veri yamchin le if i say until like tis..
Paiseh ar Michele...
Cant do it le..
Only dare say for fun nia so dun take my word so seriously...
Anyways...
She fell once not becoz of me...
Is becoz she gone off balanced...
Den Michele stop skating after the fall...
Den i skate v the bday girl as present...
We skate hand in hand...
Bear bear dun kill me... T-T
N accidentally cause her to fall abit...
Sorry i pull too hard liao...
Forgive me T-T
After tat Michele left the ice ring v Banana n some other guys...
Now left ah boy, yieh, monkey,soh, calvin, yeu yang, wai kit, the fren from other class (dun know name)>.< n me...
The only survivors in the ice ring...
Wow the last race in the ice ring was so cruel..
Monkey made so mny people fall.. =.=
So mny sad people fall down.. =.=
He lucky they din push him bak nia...
After tat we left the ring v some funny looking pictures...
Now i only felt tat our camera is so noob compared to Ah Chin's camera..
N our skill r like so cheap compared to Ah chin's skill n technique...
Now the group split into 2 parts...
Calvin, soh n me ate at Burger King...
My love heaven...
haha
Soh din reali like it becoz of the stupid chili..
Calvin was quite satisfied with the food...
Well is the king of burger.. lol
After we finished our meal we immediately run to fish market to get a taste of the banana cake tat shanice prepared...
The cake was quite unique becoz of tat banana...
Is some wat special n weird at the same time...
Later we went to see the only show available at tat time..
GAMER...
Dun watch tis show every1...
U'll regret...
Tis show is so boring...
N no valuable moral o lesson... =.=
Dun watch tis...
Den after we finish the movie...
We all went our separate ways...
Teck Yong, Soh, Calvin, Monkey, Siang n me took bus home...
We reach the old station at 8.30...
So i reached home at 8.45....
Den bla bla bla now writing tis blog...
It doesn't seem like a special event but to me it is..
It veri special...
I'll cherish tis day...
Cause tis might be the last time we can ever be so care free anymore...
once again happy bday to bday girl n boy..
Wish u all good luck in the future...
N hope we get to go have fun like today in the future...

1 Week Holiday

2009-09-18T15:39:00.002+08:00

Wow today is one heck of a special holiday~~
Kerajaan suddenly make today a holiday for students all around the country..
All students may have a day earlier to celebrate Raya...
But wait..
After tis holiday still got exam le...
Wan how play?? T-T
Even though Form 5 liao...
After tis year can nvr study like now liao...
I muz cherish every single moment starting now...
Moment of student life...
But tat doesn't mean i'm not furthering my studies...
To me to only have Form 5 standard of education...
I won be able to find a job for me...
Even if i found a job i won like it...
But i dun even know wat i wan to specialize le...T-T
I only know tat i wan to related with science and lot of research..
So i'm able to learn new things while enjoying my work...
I dun wan to jux be a dog for the job n earn nothing other than money...
I wan to gain more knowledge of tis world....
Haha i'm speaking of something veri noble again haha...
Eh time for dota liao...
haha say wan be famous o gave a good life...
But now still wasting time plating games...
R u doing something worthless???
O r u preparing for the future now???

Na Bu Eh Bugger At Dota

2009-09-17T16:11:00.003+08:00

CB lar!!
play game oso wan cheat.. =.=
lose den lose lar...
stil wan play bug...
play until like tat...
Haiz all of u bugger n hacker tat play dota n come across me...
Better fuck off n leave if get pawned....
Dun go fucking play bug o hack...
Na bei...
U got tink before when u song ppl play bug bo??
U got tink if u r the ones kena bug until die???
CB la...
wan kill hero duno go play single mode type whosyourdaddy ar??
let u kill dao song..
Won fuck u oso...
All of the buggers n hackers out ther...
If i ever see u near me in person.
I'm going to fuck u...
Fuck u up mentally physically psychologically n painfully...
Dun ever play bug o hack against me...
Can oni play bug when team v me ~.~
Understand FuCkErS???

Kan Nin Neh WTF i do?

2009-09-12T12:42:00.003+08:00

For all of u readers....
If u reali wan to noe tat badly bout tis post...
Hope ur ears n eyes r ready to see n hear wat i'm about to say...
As the post already post a hint for u....
And tis is a problem in the family....
Any comment can be given...
U can say i childish o wat.....
But also give some advice if have any~~
Good luck reading the post now.....

Today is a normal normal fucking weekend~
So i normally fucking sleep late at night...
Den i would every fucking day wake up at 12 something like tis every week...
Den why today i fucking get scolded?
Mahai cibai luu!!!!
Every week wan go out no call no say anything...
Kan nin neh!!!!
Now u go out no pull the clothes in wan blame me...
Cao cibai!!!
I sleeping n turn off hp how the hell i can fucking hear the ringtone?
I so fucking late sleep how the fuck i can hear the fucking house phone rang....
Use ur mother fucking ass brain lar....
Think for mny fucking moments...
I know u old liao...
Canot tink like me...
So think fucking longer nia...
How the fuck a teen like me can fucking take a blame tat i din fucking do?
I oni fucking hear ur call 2 times....
Den u fucking complain i din picked up for 17 times...
The fucking door is closed...
U can consider urselves lucky tat i fucking hear the phone call...
By the fucking minute u called...
It is already fucking raining...
Den u got all fired up...
Fuck u!!!
If no rain u won't like fucking scold me o bu suang liao...
Na bu eh!!!
Den i ask got things eat u fucking answer me like shit~~~
Diu lei!!!
I eating stil wan complain...
Never think about calling me up before go out...
Why last time got now dun hav le???
Ci Bai lar luu!!!!
Keep saying call me wake up is not important..
Wat is important is pick the fucking phone up...
Kan nin na bu a cao ci bai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fucking sleeping can fucking hear ur fucking phone call ar???
Den say i dun1 pick up???
Ci bai lar!!!
Next time dun1 pick up ur phone call anymore....
~!@#$%^&*()
ci bai lar...
I duno wat today is for u lar~~~
Ur fucking fighting anniversary o wat....
Go fucking yrselves n dun fucking blame me lar!!!!
Ci Bai I'm ur son everything oso wan blame me ar??
Eldest son den need take all the blame ar??
Lil brother no study is my fault???
Lil brother play so much i teach them???
Sis eat so much i teach?
Sis lie to u i teach??
I teach them u scold...
I tell the truth u sut....
I fucking do the right thing u fucking thanks them....
Ci bai lar...
U ever think tat is ur fucking gene???
Ur fucking everyday lifestlye???
U everyday scold bad words...
Ur fucking temper sux...
Never gave good reasons...
Ur fucking results good den???
U expect us to be better???
GO fucking die lar!!!
U results good but we not suited to be fucking studying type how study???
Diao wat love us....
All u fucking do is take us go eat wat u wan nia....
Ci bai lar!!!!
I never thought i will say tis...
But i felt so regreted tat i din reali run away from home tat time....
I reali hate u today....
I never hav any fair treatment...
I dun wan to hear ur fucking saying liao~~
Cibai how the fuck i noe u all go out...
Den now u fucking say responsibility for picking up the phone...
Ci bai lar!!!
Dun relate everything for responsibility lar~~~
I reali break my fucking record tis time...
Even until now i never fired myself up so badly...
I scolded so many bad words...
I fucking cursed u to die right now....
Even when i typing....
I fucking sut u back for so long....
It fucking felt so good....
And i wasted all these years not to say anything bout my rights...
Diao u lar!!!
Now u song liao bo???
Hear wat i have to say bout my future??
When i fucking done with u...
I'm not going to come back....
I'm never going to see u anymore...
I'm not going to contact o give u contact me....
So better forget me now o by tat time...
N dun ever come beg my for help...
I'm not gonna fucking help anymore...

Love?

2009-09-09T20:42:00.002+08:00

Love~
Wat does it reali meant?
Is it jux a game?
O is it jux some entertainment..
Why do ppl love in tis world?
Wat makes them feel tat way?
Wat is it tat the opposite sex o the same sex r able to turn someone on?
Why is love tat important?
Is it becoz it can fill up our free time?
O bcoz it is unexpected?
Why does human love the feeling of excitement...
Why does human act so arrogant??
Why they wanted to change wat has already happen?
Why they wanted to change wat cant be change??
Where do they get their power n will to give so much?
Wat does love actually contains?
Why does ppl tat r in love can do so mny crazy things?
Why do they able to sacrifice everything for tat 1 person??
Even though in their eyes their special..
But they r actually well normal to the world..
But why are they willing to lose so much jux to satisfies the ones they love?
Until til now no book can fully describe the word love...
No human can fully explained the meaning of love...
One can only understand love through experience..
But whether tat is true love o not...
It depends on how we look at it..
True love can happen at any age..
I dun giv a damn about puppy love o immature love..
If the couples r able to give n take tat seems to b true love to me...
If they r able to do so they can obtain happiness...
But why mny ppl cant do tat?
And yet some r able to?
Why am i unable to do such things?
Wher can i learn n improve myself for my future love?
I dun wan to hurt myself anymore..
I dun like the feeling of being toss around...
I dun like the feeling of clinging so hard n fall bak to the starting point agn...
I wan to be free..
I wan to fin the perfect one for me...
I dun wan to waste time for someone who is not rightfully mine...
But without wasting my time i won be able to fin my true love...
Do i seem like i'm blaming others?
No actually..
I'm only saying tat for ones true love we sometimes hav to be cruel...
We sometimes even need to step on the ppl around us...
In order to achieve my goal..
But i wan to oppose tat...
I dun hav to sacrifice others jux to fulfill my needs...
I wan to hav my frenz come with me achieving happiness together...
I noe tis is wat everyone wished for...
But who actually in tis world can hold on to tat for so long until they die?
Well there's one person tat i noe...
Tat person is my fren...
Even though i dun remember much but he stil lingers in my mind...
My fren treated me like his own brother...
Even though he has his bad habits n influence me in some way...
But i dun tink the bad habits r tat bad...
It was jux his way of life...
Tis is the true love tat i experience other than my family's love...
True love doesn't always have to end up being a couple...
True love meant by someone loves u for who u r...
Not only ur looks but ur heart...
Tis is wat true love meant to me...
But up until now i can only feel the love...
But none r able to compare...
Mayb i'm too anxious to fin someone who is perfect...
N not reali paying any attention to ppl who is around me...
O to the ppl who is secretly watching over me...
I'm sry for those ppl...
Mayb those ppl r the ones for me..
My perfect partners in life...
I dunno bout u guys..
But i tink we need to act n not jux listen o say...
Its time we need to act...
We reali need to cherish the ppl around us...
We can give up wat has not yet ours...
But not wat we already have...
For all 5S7 classmates...
Cherish everyone of our classmates...
We all have our own differences..
N tis is the last year we can ever hated them for anymore...
Why cant we hated them in the same time love them???
I tink its fate for us to meet...
I tink God show us our differences to improve ourselves...
So b thankful for once in life n start returning ur love to ur frenz....
Rather than wasting ur love on someone tat will never acknowledge u...

I dun tink is has anything to do with the title...
I jux wrote wat comes into my mind at the moment..
N i thought tis philosophy might help ppl n myself when i read back... ^^
Leave some of ur thought bout it...
I wan to noe wat u ppl might tink towards love...

Mum's Birthday

2009-09-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

Today is 7th of September 2009~~
For some of u out ther today might not be as special it is to me..
Today is veri special because without tis special person i won be able to get through tis far in life...
Today is the birth of someone special tat i love veri much~~
MY MUMMY
Well today is like any other normal day...
Tis morning which is bout 12am something i hvt been able to sleep...
I was chatting v my frenz but accidentally fall asleep around 3 like tat..
Haha reali sorry girl...
But before i slept someone reminded me is my mum's birthday..
Haha woots thought tat i might forget my mum's birthday right??
But actually no i jux hvt realize tat it has already pass midnight...
So it reali is not my fault not knowing tat is 7th already..
Haha but its ok its not like i'm gonna die anyway~~
Well enough of all the craps...
Because is an important day for my mum n me..
I've decided to drive out n meet some of my frenz n buy a lovely cake after our chat...
But before tat i hav to call A1 tuition centre..
Tat time is 11.30am in the morning..
I called but no answer so i presumed A1 is closed like public schools are today...
So i confidently confirm bout my plans with my frenz to chat in centro..
But as time goes by my cousin told me A1 is open...
=.= den i had to decide to pon o not to pon...
Haiz finally i stil decided to skip tuition class..
Hope tis won affect my grades too much T-T
Den i went out at 3.55 after finishing my bath n get prepared for my chat with my friends..
i reached about 4.03 n parked my car in basement...
Den i waited in starbucks..
Well actually i went for a walk around centro..
Den i meet up with shene at the front gate in front of starbucks..
We went in n find a nice spot to chat...
Starbucks is packed with mny couples today..
Wow so unexpected tat is hard to find any seat at all...
But at last we found a seat..
Den we started chatting...
Well we're bro n sis so reali nothing tat personal...
We jux talked about casual stuff n all..
and then after 10mins our last member arrive...
Haha BS baby..
He is karaokeing at new way centro so we called him down to chat with us....
It was my second time in starbucks but actually the first time to order something to eat...
Good thing it gave me a good 1st impression..
The drink is good because is chocolate... Haha
Well the topic we chat mainly is about our life...
But we also talked about the future...
Time flew by reali fast...
The 2 hours felt like 2mins for me..
I enjoyed talking but its time to part...
Before i went back shene n i go next door secret recipe to buy a cake for mum...
Well i chose chocolate indulgen o something..
The main thing is tat the cake is full of mny kinds of chocolate...
It cost about RM70 bout is ntg compared to wat my mum need to paid for my fees n life stuff...
Den we did something tat is quite funny...
We ended up writing the words for my mum on the cake..
Tat was pretty challenging...
We messed up so mny words...
But we stil managed to do it in the end...
Den i rush to A1 in 10minutes...(So long right???)
Safety first...So i drive slowly..
I picked up my cousins n den put shene at her aunt's place den went home safely agn..
Haha
Den after dinner the whole family xcept dad cant make it bak home..T-T
So we have to do it without dad..
We sang n eat the cake...
The cake is so tasty until we have alreasy eaten half part of it.. =.=
Well tats bout it for today..
The main point of tis psot is jux wishing my mum a HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
Love u Mum ven though u cant see it here.. >.<

828 Party

2009-09-05T22:47:00.003+08:00

Woohooo~~~ 828 our home room teacher's birthday and guess the location..
Yes at shene's nainai house~~Haha
dun get any wrong idea is her grandmother's house...
Is veri big so is reali suitable for all the monkeys in 5s7 to go and celebrate...
Tat day reali is veri memorable..I had fun since the day we BBQ at the same place..
The meal of the night is steamboat..
The organizer is none other than Vee Hun himself..
the ex-ketua of the class..haha kinda rude
he actually quite nice de..
If we can use different angle to observed different people we can have the tendency to further understand them because their behavior n such...and the world might be a better place...
tat is wat i tell myself everytime i felt uneasy talking 2 anyone..
because everyont in tis world have different background so have different enviroment in growing up...so we have our differences.. and those differences will crash and create sparks so therefore ppl will fight..I hope my point of view can help others in controlling their anger towards other people in life...
Enough with my thought back to the topic..
828 is so fun man~~i felt sorry for all of my other classmate tat din showed up tat day..
i eat almost whole night..From start until the end u can see me around the table at the same seat..from 7 until 11 night eat until everyone stops eating haha..
I really am a monster eating machine afterall...
Our teacher really is late tat day including some of the classmate..
But we can forgive them since the traffic is terribble there so let bygones be bygones...
Eu sheng the banana played songs n we sang along for our teacher..
we chat we play n we even watch tom n jerry together..
haha funny n childish of us 17year olds to watch tat..
after all tat 12 is the time everyone went home..
but some are staying over at shene's nainai house..
those crazy monkeys are~~
me,ah wet,banana,monkey,yang,pin,hun,kit,shene and her sis zanne,soh,calvin,siang...did i miss anyone??Hope not if not a fight is going 2 burst out again..
But of course we din jux go to bed at 12 u know??
All of us went to new JJ to watch a veri terribble shit movie tat i completely totally freak out n almost pass out horror movie.. THE FREAKING SHOW NAMED MURDERER..
walau i reali beh tahan all those horror n ghost de movie...
when it started den got ppl die liao..
den blablabla...
i got so scared until i have problem standing up after the movie ended..T-T i completely embarrassed myself as a guy lar~~~
so shit man..even driving also have problem because the picture of the dead person keep popping out into my mind...
After the movie we all went to mamak stall..Oh and ya bing shuin got followed us but din stayed over...
sad lar man..T-T gud thing safely reached home...go mamak oso got fren belanja me eat ^^
so happy like in heaven.. haha
den we went bak to nainai house...tat time we all take a bath...one by one =.=
den all i know is tat calvin sleeping on the osim chair haha...
banana is hugging monkey while sleeping.. zanne hu was beside me use all lot of things to cover herself up because of the cold n not me.. oni the 4 of us share 1 room n sleep together..
when all is sleeping soundly suddenly i wake up n saw a freaking ghost...but when i calmed down abit it was just zanne..haha without the blanket covering her face but with a messy hair all over the face reali got me scared..
Hmm i kinda described zanne like some kind of ugly freak but actually she is not lar...
For me without knowing much about her...I think tat she is quite pretty de..Open minded also..have a fun attitude..tat's all wat i can say..
Haha but wat others tell me is completely different bout her..hehe
well enough bout tat..i dun reali have anything bout her ok??even if i do i need some time to realize it since i'm slow in love relationships things n all...
All 4 of us slept until noon.. wow and Zanne said tat she can dun sleep at all de..
tat sure is impressive of her to say tat when she can sleep like a dead log for the whole night...
den is time to go home..Before tat popo jie jie gives us some fuel for our journey home^^
but i ended up in the wrong direction twice =.= haiz
but in return i get to fill the tank up...and then our journey begins...tat time ah wet,banana,monkey and siang sit my car..i send them all home except for siang..
Because siang's house is inconvenient to go..so he waited at my house for his parent to fetch him...And tats about wrap up the events for 828 and the morning of our journey~~
i stil need to improve my driving skill in order to go a ride with my cousin.. Hope i can master it before i graduate from high school..
Hope next time thre will be another gathering more successful with more classmate can come..
because it just isnt tat fun without the whole family...

Love Life

2009-09-05T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hey can anyone tell me what is the purpose of love in this cruel world??
Now i experience 2 times in love relationships..
My first is kinda stupid..
I dun know how 2 treat a girl and probably she got fed up until decided to break up with me..
This gives me a good experience and i want 2 thank her..
And we're stil good fren for ur information.
And then my 2nd love start better at first but...
Soon the relationship get ugly and uglier day by day...
The problems might be my cause again but i tried my best..
And stil we broke up in the end..
Well i kinda predict this is our sad ending..
My first actually last longer than my 2nd..
It seems that i'm more lost than i think with girls..
I dun wan to me discourage by the past so i decided to move on...
Even though i have to be cruel but i wanted to improve my love life..
So i will and i believe i can do it better....
Any girls out there wan to try going out with me??
Haha i'm quite picky actually...
But i always think that my standard for my ideal girl is quite simple...
The ideal girl for me is actually the studying type..
But i wanted to be cute...
Open minded.. Around my height.. Able to stick me..^^
Can be my best friend and girl friend..
Is it possible?
Can anyone help me find any girl tat have all the characteristics?
If possible leave me their numbers haha^^

Examination

2009-09-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

Wow kwang hua is now currently having an extremely serious examination..
Guess wat my class 5S7 is sent to the hall for exam and the lame excuse for this is because of lack of teachers..
=.= lame right??
Anyway i kind of blew off with a bad starting in my examination week o month in reality..
Hope can pull back to my usual standard..
This time i'm not going to be distracted anymore i wish i could be a better student again but not for others but just for myself~~

Grand Opening Of My Blog

2009-09-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

Wohoo~~~
Finally done with all these blog stuff..
Felt so happy n relieved after going through this much work..
For most of you all of that process is just a piece of cake but to me all those procedure is quite torturing for me T-T..
Well hope many people can com and visit my blog and know more about my life...
I welcome all of you readers..